Mak Lee

Is It Alright With You If I Just Let Go of Everything We Have? I get that this is me just being highly direct and honest with you and myself, but I just gotta know if it will be okay if I let go of what we had and fall back out of love to find the true meaning of what I'm supposed to do. I feel like the lies are catching up, and I won't have much time to explain my reasons for going ghost and leading you to wonder about my doings and my whereabouts. I know we never agreed upon having forever with one another, but for right now, that's where my head is at right now and I just gotta know if me being here and there for you forever will be the best decision, or will it break me in the end, thinking I was man enough to go through with it all. I need to figure out if my existence means anything to you or if it's jsut a distraction from something better. I wish I had all the answers to my questions and yours, but right now all I have is a list of all my wrongs, and I need to m...

Had to Stop Myself From Running Away You found me in pieces, thinking you could put the missing pieces back together, but you were only losing yourself trying to fill in the gaps. I tried my best to stop you from losing yourself, but you pushed me to the side, thinking it was best for me while you went out and tried to find the remaining pieces. I held my breath, having every memory fade away before it got a chance of being let out. I lost control in the process of keeping calm to the point where my true self spiraled out and left you in distress about what to do next. I left it up to the shadows to hide away the pain I chose to keep so you wouldn't lose focus on what we had. I lost the meaning of everything we were to the point where your face felt unfamiliar to me, and the touch you had felt unsafe, to where I pulled away, thinking you were just out to use me til I had nothing left to give. You were somebody so close to me, but now you're just a memory trying to make your way...