Mak

Kind of Wish I Never Met You I’m trying my best to keep my composure, but something bout you makes me want to cry, but then I ask myself why cry when the damage has already been done and I’ve moved on from it!! You keep finding ways to pull me back into the deep end just to watch me drown over and over and I’m sick of all this fake shit! You claim to be the good guy but you went behind my back and fucked your ex and all the other shit thinking  I wouldn’t find out when your ex sent me all the proof I needed to go off on you and remove you from my life! But yet you still find yourself texting me thinking shit is sweet and nice when in reality your text makes me wanna vomit! I do my best to avoid your doings and from reaching out to you, but when I see your number in my phone, it reminds me of so much pain that I feel bad for ever letting you get close to me! I never meant to be the bad guy in your eyes. Still, the moment you let me drown was where I knew you needed to go because it ...

The Last Goodbye I know all the lies you told yourself were just to make yourself feel better about letting go thinking that if you were to lie to yourself about being the bad guy then it wouldn’t be as hard for me but instead it just made me question your doings even more making me feel like it was all my fault! It was never about picking sides or who was right or wrong! It was just you and I as one, but you somehow only cared to make it a one-sided conversation & feeling. I tried holding on to everything I knew, but somewhere down the line, it started slipping out of my hands, and I just couldn’t keep up with all the pain and tears coming down my face! I eventually had to stop and wipe them off, dropping the things that made us happy. I lost sight of what was happening and thought forever was just a word from a movie! I just wish I had a better understanding of why you chose to make me stay, knowing what we had was kind of toxic, but at the same time, worth the fights, even thoug...

I Only Miss You When It Hurts If I’m the worst at everything I do then why do you bother staying and acting as if everything I do is fine and well when you keep going back and forth on shit with me on what’s right and wrong in my life?! You say one thing but then do the opposite, making me feel like you’re just playing a game! It’s fucked up how you go off on me about the shit I do when I’m simply just minding my business but when you mind your own you ask me why I’m not fucking with you?! Like huh?! Girl please go seek a therapist or some type of help because this bipolar ass shit you got going on isn’t going to work around me! It’s making me feel like everything I do is wrong, and it’s hard for me to even breathe around you, and I just can’t take it anymore! You’re all up in my head making me feel some type of way, and I wish I didn’t feel this way! I wish you’d just get out of my head, and I can focus on the things I need to do! But instead I’m stuck hearing bout all my past mistake...

Bitch Nobody Is Mad Not sure why you were going off on me about this and that knowing the shit had nothing to do with me. You needed someone to blame, and for some reason, you chose me, and for that, I dropped you like a fly and never cared to bother with you ever again. But yet here we are back again once again thinking that I give a fuck when in reality I don't even remember who you are or what you were to me. I could've sworn you moved on and forgot all about my existence but apparently not since you're still somehow texting me, knowing damn well I had you blocked.  So I'm not sure how you're contacting me still but please get a grip and move the fuck on. I've got a whole girl I'm messing with and you thinking you can come between me and the shit I have is making me wanna unload a clip in your skull. But for now all I can do is call up karma and have her deal with your bitch ass. So please stay the fuck away from me and my doings because you don't eve...