Blog Post 514
Your Love
You got it all, yet you shy away from those around you, making yourself feel insecure about what you do and have! Those other guys try to get to know you, but you push them out and run the other way, asking why they even came to you! You wonder if they know you’re damaged or if it was just a game! But the truth is, not everyone sees you as you see yourself! So do yourself a favor and give the guy that coming up to you a chase and see where it goes! Maybe he’s the one for you, and you can finally put your fears behind you! You know how this shit goes, but you come back anyway asking what you should do when the answers are already written out for you! You just gotta take a chance and believe that it’ll all work out in the end!
You’re no longer where you were a few years ago, so live a little and go and find a love so pure and true that your heart starts beating to a rhythm only you can hear! I want the best for you, but you act as if the best for you will do you wrong, all because of what you’ve been through. But that’s not the case! So spread your wings and go find the missing piece to your heart, and cherish it as long as the love is there! There’s no need for the back-and-forth because the right guy for you is on the way; you just gotta give it a bit more time and see that it was never about going back to something you were familiar with but finding something better in someone new! I’m not sure how else to tell you that I’ll never be the right guy for you, but I’ll be the one to guide you to the best path possible for you! You just gotta follow through with it and make the most of it even if you don’t come back to me!
I just want you to feel safe and loved! You don’t have to stay for long, but you can stay until you’re ready to be with someone who deserves you at your best and hardest times and won’t leave you! I know I’m saying too much already, but if it’s how I feel, then let me express it to you, hoping you’ll get the message without my presence nearby! I just know you’ll make the right decisions and laugh about it all with the one you love the most! I want nothing but the best for you, and you know that, so just take it slow and don’t look back on what could’ve been when you can make something better out of something newer!
Just do me a favor and don’t cry about the past anymore when it’s no longer part of you or go searching for the ones who are no longer a part of your new world/life! It’ll do nothing but keep you guessing, and I know that’s not what you want! You need to keep clear of all the distractions because I promise you the guy you’ve been looking for is closer than you think, and with how much he’s been talking about you, I know you and him will work out! Just gotta find your way back to your roots and let the butterflies you have in your stomach free!
I just hope when you meet the guy you’ve been dreaming of / talking about, it’ll all make you see that it was never about the things you thought about! But making a name for yourself and making sure nobody comes close to damaging your mind and heart along the way! I know you got it from here, so as my final gesture, I’m letting you go to find your way and hoping you find the answers that you’ve been looking for on your journey! Once you find them, you’re welcome to come and find me, but by the time you do, I’ll be long gone. But if you follow your heart and the stars above the midnight sky, they’ll show you the way when you feel uncertain about which way to go!