Blog Post 495
I'm Not a Busybody, So Please Don't Touch My Body!
The fact that you think you can come my way, thinking you'll have full access to me when I barely even have access to my own doings, is insane. You claim to have been watching me, which is a crazy thing to say when I've never even seen you before. So what the fuck do you even mean by that, because I stay out of the way and out of sight. So please don't tell me you've been stalking me, thinking this was the best you got for trying to get to know me when I only let the ones I have an interest in, and not the ones who seek interest in me. So please get to the point of what you want, and I can go back to acting as if we've never met before. This whole night is such a waste of time that I'm already planning my exit plan. So please save the tears and small talk for someone who actually cares. You claimed to have been watching me, knowing I don't care for others' attention, so whatever you planned to get out of me, please note it'll never happen. Yeah, this small interaction was chill and all, but it's just not my cup of tea because who even are you, and why are you watching me?
You wanna talk to me about falling in love with me when you're just a nobody to me is so insane. Got me wanting to call the cops on you for wasting my time and disturbing my peace. Please just go talk to someone else. Got me feeling like this whole city is a mess and I just can't escape it. I don't understand what made you think I'd be open to talking with a stranger, but please get that thought out of your head because that's truly insane. I don't care to meet new people unless I find them interesting or if they have something worth getting to know. I'm not trying to seem all hostile or like an ass, but the shit you said earlier was so weird and uncalled for, honestly. Like, ugh, what the actual fuck. Can I not just live my life, or is this the new norm now that you claim to know me when there's nothing to really know about or wonder about? Just go live your own damn life while I do the same. It's really not that deep, nor will it ever be. Just because you don't like your own boyfriend doesn't mean you can go out window shopping for someone in real time. It's so taboo, and especially when that person is me, who's never even seen you before. Like, where'd you even come from? The fucking gates of hell? Because what the fuck are you even on? Making me feel like I was in the wrong when you're a complete stranger talking crazy to me. Like, be so for real right now!!
Got the whole block looking our way because you're the one making a scene of the fact that I told you to get lost and to never do that shit ever again. I can't help that you're disturbed, but it doesn't give you the right to approach me as if we're supposed to know each other and act all sweet to one another. Girl, please go seek help. Thank god I had my friend with me because if I was alone, your ass would be in the back of a cop car, and I would have called it a night. Stop doing dumb shit around people whom you've only seen or heard of on the internet. I promise you that internet persona is different from the real world. Not everything is sunshine and rainbows around here, so don't act as if it's going to be chill and sweet when meeting me because it's jsut gonna get uncomfortable for you, and I'm gonna go about my day asking what the fuck was that all about. Start thinking before you do shit; it'll save you in the long run, for real!! I don't know how else to explain it to you, but please don't ever do whatever that was ever again. Especially around me because I will call the cops on you and have you checked for mental illness and accuse you of being a stalker.