Blog Post 494

Can We Go Ahead & Kiss

I've been having you on my mind, making me wonder if these thoughts about you and me are wrong, or if it's cool to have? You keep talking to me as if we've been at it for years when it's only been a few days, making me think you and I could be the endgame, only to pull back, making me ask what this even is. I keep telling myself it's fine and chill, only to not feel so fine and chill about it sometimes. You get me in a zone I can't escape, making me feel as if this is what I've been needing these past few weeks. I wanna keep it going, but I know you have things to do and so do I, so I'll just call you later hoping that you'll pick up and we can talk about the things we never got to say over text.

Yeah, our past may be fucked, but the future looks bright and fun, so let's just chill for a bit and take it slow and see how well we do. You got me fiening for you like a drug I can't get enough of, making me lose all sense of doing around me. The way you got me feeling makes me wanna stop myself from saying something stupid, but then again I'm just holding back from being my true self, so I just ignore all the thinking and just do whatever, but also making sure it's not too much to where you start asking questions. You wanna fall in love with me, and I want the same with you, so let's lock the door and see where it all goes. My mind says go for it, but my heart is still giving warning lights, not knowing if it's what's best for me right now.

I know you mean well and I mean well but then the thoughts of hurting you makes me sick to my stomach so I take it easy and take a minute to breathe a little and head back your way asking what's the moves only for you to reply back with I don't know you're the one with the keys so I look down and back up with a smile knowing what all is about to happen making me blush to the moon and back knowing these feelings wont escape my heart and mind. So I let you in just to hear your laugh, making me think this might really be the one for me. So let's just skip the chit chat and get straight to the part where we lock eyes and lean in, lips touching while the sparks fly, making us feel a sense of high that we can't let go of.