Blog Post 481

Break the Ice

For some reason, I’ve been having this feeling of making it work between us two, but knowing how my life is set up, it would never work. But for some reason, I wanna go ahead and take a chance on you and make it work, knowing that the feelings will be true and real and hopefully last a lifetime. I know I’m just someone you’ve seen in and out of town only to wonder what it is I do and to be honest I don’t do much other than think about how cool it be if you were next to me but for now all I can do it just make my presence known to you and hope you come my way knowing there’s going to something worth talking about.

I’m just not in a rush to make my heart and feelings known to you because the thought of losing you makes me wonder what the point of us ever crossing paths was about, and I don’t care to wonder what could’ve been between us two when we can just find out right here, right now. I know this is kind of crazy to say. Still, I’ve taken an interest in you and everything you’re about just to see if we’d connect, but for some reason, the look in your eyes gives off the impression of you wanting me. Still, I can’t tell if the timing is right or not, but fuck it, you think you want me, then let's just call it what it is and go about our business together. I’m not here to sugarcoat these thoughts that I have about you when it’s pretty clear to me how you feel.

It’s kind of crazy we’ve come this far only to find out you could be the missing piece to my heart when all the other pieces were never found. But who knows if you’re the missing piece? Then all the rest should just fade away, and we can start brand new as if it were meant to be, and forget about the rest. I can’t describe the things I feel when it comes to you but just know seeing you makes me feel a sign of peace unlike anything I’ve ever felt before so can we just continue with whatever this is and make it last or do you want to take it slow and see if this was meant to be or if it’s just something in our heads that we can’t escape. I gotta know what this feeling is and what it means when it comes to you. I know this is nothing like before, so what’s the point of having it happen now when my life is going well? Is this the final step to making my life and heart feel complete because you’re on my mind now? Or will this love just break me like the ones before, and if so, then I’d rather just keep you at arm's reach and keep my heart at bay, knowing there’s nothing much I can do when it comes to you.