Blog Post 424

Finally Got Out

Officially moved out of my first apartment into something bigger and better, and honestly, I have no regrets. I thought I would have been sad, but honestly, I feel happier and relieved now that I'm not having to deal with loud neighbors and hearing random banging at 5 o'clock in the morning!!! Like, holy fuck I don't know how I lasted that long in that building. Like, granted I got used to it, so the loudness became nothing more than just me zoning out every time trying to ignore it all. But last night in my new apartment, it was so quiet to the point where it felt like a dream. Going to sleep and not having any noises to be heard was so soothing. I don't know how to explain it. I felt like my body was at ease and safe. I didn't have to worry about anything, and my mind could finally rest for once. Everything go packed and unpacked, I'm still working on sorting out my clothes because honestly I didn't realize how many hoodies I had until it was time to pack them. Like bro they took up the whole back seat of my car which I thought was very funny because I was like theres no way I have this many.

But nah everything else is pretty much done and set up. Just need to get some food and I'll do that this friday. But for now I'm just chilling waiting to get my key pass so I can access certain parts of the complex and what not. But other than that I'm so proud of myself for getting everything sorted out and moved in to my second apartment! I feel like the first apartment I had was just a learning stage of how everything works in the real world and now that I got the keys to the second one which is a big upgrade from the first one I'm capable of understanding how things work around here. Like there's literally security and cops on premises of my place to make sure everything is going well and safe!! Like are you kidding me!!! That's so fucking cool!! Call them up just in case the ops show up and be like yeah they're tresspassing lmaoooo!!! But nah let me stop!! But I will call the complex and let them know if someone is parked in my spot though best believe it!! Cause what do you mean you're in my assigned spot that I pay for??!! Just kidding but on a real note I am supposed to let them know if someone is in my spot!

But no other than that I'm so excited to be out of my first apartment and into something thats safer and quieter! It's all I ever really wanted in life. To be somewhere safe and have some peace of mind and not have to worry about people outside my door yelling and arguing about nothing! Ugh I'm so excited for this new chapter in my life and seeing how it all plays out and yeah um, I kind of hit up one my old flings to see how they were doing and shortie was like oh hi mak!! I was like ayyy I still got it!! Lets go so we ended up chatting for a bit and then I passed out cause I was just tired from all the moving and packing and being on my feet all day basically. So it felt good to finally just lay in bed and know everything is where it should be!! I have a bit of ocd so when I moved all my stuff in I was already in the process of sorting it all so basscially doing like 2 -4 things all at once thanks to my ADHD and boy let me tell you that shit came in and shit got sorted right away!! So the total move in took a good 5-6 hrs in total because I got everything done by 2 o'clock and by that time I was just chilling going down my check list and settled the fuck down after my ADHD stopped kicking in!! So overall yesterday/last night was a good one!! But that's all for now so I'll catch y'll later!!