Blog Post 411

Take Em. They're Yours!

Not really trying to go back and forth on this person, so go ahead and take 'em while you still can and get out of my face with all that hootin and hollering. I tried my best to keep my composure and my distance, but for some reason, that shit clearly died out after I said hi to them and realized the feelings were no longer there, and that was the last hug I'll ever have with them, and that was the end of that chapter. I guess the closure was necessary after all, considering I did a lot of backtracking to people who were no good for me, only to realize I still cared about their well-being. But now that I saw them and noticed I had no feelings or anxiety towards them, then they were no longer mine to keep around. So by all means, go ahead and take them off my hands. You claim that they're so perfect, so here's your chance to go find out how perfect they really are. But once your toxic traits come out, they're gonna smack those same ass toxic traits right back at ya. So go do you and let me focus on other shit besides a standby who's only good for after midnight!!

I just know the feelings I had were there, I just probably didn't have them know about them til it was too late, and that's okay with me because it saved the feeling of a heartbreak knowing it was only for a short period of time. It's not like there was anything they could've said or done to fix a situation that was never broken. It was just two people living two different lives, and one apparently pushed a little bit too hard, and now they're back to square one and learning from the start. It's just you thinking that them leaving would hurt my feelings, but instead it just made me realize who the fuck I am, considering I ended up pulling them without any problem, which was honestly kind of shocking considering they were highkey out of league, I feel like, but fuck it, we ball, I guess. So you can go ahead and run on over to my leftovers and get what you can, but deep down we both know you want the feeling I had for them with you, and unfortunately for you, that will never happen!!

It's just kind of weird that out of the 8 billion people in the world, you always seem to go after the ones I associate/associated myself with, and that's not a good look on you. Knowing that I'll always have to make the first move just so you can come on in and sweep up what I threw out like a lost little pup from the streets. Like, are we being dead ass right now? I keep getting texts left and right asking if and how I know you because apparently you keep sliding your curved dick in places it shouldn't be in!! You stay watching me and my social pages, trying to figure out my next move and target only little to your knowledge every move I make is out of the blue, that even I'm surprised about it, so yeah, good luck watching from a distance knowing damn well you will never fully have what I have!! But overall, if you see the shit I throw out and you think you can do better, by all means have your fun, but don't sit here and act like I didn't tell you what the problem was with them beforehand!