Blog Post 407

...And Suddenly You're Calling Up My Line?!?

Please just ignore all the shit I'm bout to say, it has nothing to do with you or anyone around me. It's just for my own use, and I don't know how else to explain the shit I'm feeling without it being directed towards them that doesn't hurt them.

It's kind of fucked up how your line has been disconnected, but then I see you posted up with your new man, thinking I'd feel some type of way, but instead I just said to myself it was about damn time and logged out the account. I didn't think anything about it or care to do anything else other than just sleep and go to work in the morning. I was actually proud and happy for you, but then you had the urge to somehow ruin all of that by reaching out, which, to my surprise, I could have sworn you had me blocked, so for you to randomly reach out after you posted that photo just gave me wtf vibes. Cause what do you mean you're apparently in a happy relationship, then all of the sudden you wanna reach out to me, who was, in your own words, " toxic" ? Yeah, that makes perfect sense. Like, actually, now I can see why I stopped giving you the time of day. You were the type to brag about anything and everything, even when I told you I no longer cared about the shit that happens to you or in your life.

So, for you to do that shit, I should have known better. It was just an ego boost for you, and honestly, I didn't mind giving it to you if it meant you leaving me alone again. I could have simply found the new boy toy of yours and told him the kind of girl you really are but instead I decided to just let you have your little win because clearly you could use all the wins there were the way your life was raw dogging the fuck out you a few months ago but I'm not gonna go into that. So like I said, I'm just gonna keep it cool and let you have your win. So congrats, but honestly, leave me out of your life respectfully. 

Go back to keeping me dead in your head and leaving me alone. I don't care about the life you have or care to give to yourself. I'm done, and hopefully, all the memories you have of me are dead just like the way your firstborn is. Oops, I didn't mean to let that out. But since it's out, go ahead and discuss that topic over dinner with him and see what he has to say, cause clearly, my opinion didn't seem to matter, but hey, maybe since you've got a new one, you'll have another take. Am I right?!