Blog Post 305
Fuck You for Making Me Think I Could Trust You
Like why did you have to lie to me telling me you wanted to be with me and you’re on that stupid app talking to other guys? And then you lied to me when I asked why your phone was going off when you knew I knew what it was from and you didn’t delete your account you just blocked me!! Like why??? If u didn’t actually want to be with me / make things work / let alone like me then why go out of your way and make it seem like you did and mean all the things you said? You just made things worse for yourself and me because now there’s no need for me reach out let alone bother with your existence. Like you made me feel a lot of things but then it just ended because I guess I ended up being clingy when all I did was make sure you were okay and I didn’t want anything bad happening to you. But I guess I didn’t get the memo on how to not care for someone who I thought would be good for me.
I don’t care to know or understand anything right now. I’m just really sad over everything that I ended up discussing with my friend and for him to show me that you’re on that app it made me shut down and then he ended up looking at me as if I just saw someone from the dead which I feel like I did since you literally ghosted me so you could go out and talk to other guys without just saying hey sorry for leading u on. But I’d like to see other guys. I would’ve been just fine with that because that meant I could just go back to doing my own thing without having to worry about you. But instead you ghosted me out the blue and blocked me and now I know why you did it / do it.
It’s all good now. I don’t care anymore you’re grown I’m grown we have our lives but it would’ve just been nice if you had just communicated it to me instead of just ghosting me. You’re so big on communication but when it came to the bigger picture you were no where in sight so I guess I put too much trust into u and now I know why I stopped trusting people in the first place. So thanks to you I no longer know if my friend is even my friend now that he knows about you and I’m scared that I’m no longer able to talk with him because all he’ll end up doing is bringing you up when it should’ve / could’ve been us … not him and you but it’s whatever it’s no longer my place I suppose anymore. So best of luck to you and whoever it is you’re seeing / moving on to next with and ghosting!! Wish we could’ve talked it out before hand but I guess you were just another temporary person & a waste of time that just came into my life and now that you’re gone you should probably stay gone and out of sight cause I promise you I’m not who you think I am and whatever image you have of me make sure you make 100x times worse because if I have to do it for you you’re definitely going to wish I killed my self!!