Blog Post 141

I Want You to Know Pt. 2

I'm not trying to seem rude or make you upset I'm just being honest and if you can't accept the way I feel about all of this then maybe we really shouldn't bother with one another and just go our own separate ways like you said. But I'm just letting you know if there's the slightest chance of you wanting to be friends again then make it known and I'll accept but don't bother waiting your whole life because I'll be in college this fall and I plan on meeting a lot of people and potentially want to start dating someone and making a whole new life for myself. I just don't want to feel like I'm holding you back and I also don't want you to think you're holding me back because that's not the case.

 I just think we need time to grow and get our shit together and figure out what it is we want in life and maybe in the future, we can come to our senses and move on from our past and go on from there. But in the meantime, I think it's best if we just focus on ourselves and live in the moment instead of thinking about what we could've done differently when we just have to look the other way and move on from everything right now. It sucks I know but it's the only way we can grow and explore new things and meet new people who have the same interest as us and just go on from there.

I'm not saying this is the end or anything I'm just taking a break from everything including blogging and simply letting you know that I'm giving you the option to continue doing you without a care in the world and not have anything to do with me and letting you be happy. But if you ever decide to reach out to me sometime in the future just know I'll be down to pick things back up from where we left off if you want. It's up to you because no matter what you choose I'll be fine with your decision. I just don't want you to think I'm pushing you to decide when I'm just letting you know that if you ever decide to have contact with me again you have my number so just feel free to give me a call or text me because I'll always make time for you.