Blog Post 140

I Want You to Know Pt. 1

I'm sure you're used to lying but I just have to know if he's really the one for you or is he just the one who makes you go back to the past and has you feeling the same things you once felt with me for him? That's all I think about now knowing you could never get him off your mind. I just gotta be upfront now since it's already been asked and I just want to know if the choices you made are worth the pain you're about to go through knowing it's too late for takebacks. So please just let me have it and let me know because from where I'm standing it's clear that he's the one you've been waiting for all this time. So why bother thinking about me knowing I'm not thinking about you other than the blog post I need to publish to move on from it all.

I just hope he makes you laugh like I made you laugh. I hope he has deep a connection with you like I once did with you. I hope he treats you right like how I once did. I hope he does everything right like I did because if not then you're going to be going through so much pain and I won't be there to help you out. So if he's really the one then make it clear if not then stop acting like it and move on from him and permanently erase him from your life and find someone who's better than him because trust me you can do better if you wanted to.

I'm tired of staying up late at night thinking about if I'm still not the one for you when it was clear to me that you were the one for me. Which sucks but it's life and I just have to accept that. I just want you to know that if you do decide I'm the one for you or want just pick things up where we left off then you know where to find me but if not it's cool. Just don't be surprised to find me with someone else and walk past you as if you weren't there. I just need you to know if he's really the one then make it known and leave me out of it because I'll find out sooner or later but trust me it'll be later because I'm not worried about you or care to know what you're up to at the moment. I just want you to know if he's really the one then fucking show it and move on from me and never look back at what you once did with me. Just erase all the memories you have about me and move on from your past like I did with you.